And answering each imperfect Then turn, and the old duties Could stifle down the gnawing And then, when I had striven, LIFE IN DEATH AND DEATH IN LIFE. "See how Time makes all grief decay," Would lie down thankfully to rest, And seek thee in eternal day. II. 85 Than bid the hours of dying day Gleam in their mid-day noon again; If I should loose thy hand, and know That henceforth we must dwell apart, Since I had seen thy love de part, And only count the hours flow By the dull throbbing of my heart; If I should gaze and gaze in vain Into thine eyes so deep and clear, And read the truth of all my fear Half mixed with pity for my pain, And sorrow for the vanished If, not to grieve thee overmuch, And so smile down my bitter The ghost of my dead Past would rise And mock me, and I could not dare Look to a future of despair, Or even to the eternal skies, For I should still be lonely there. |