"HE MY FIRST-BORN. E shan't be their namesake, the rather That both are such opulent men: His name shall be that of his father,— My Benjamin-shortened to Ben. "Yes, Ben, though it cost him a portion In each of my relative's wills, I scorn such baptismal extortion— (That creaking of boots must be Squills). "It is clear, though his means may be narrow, This infant his age will adorn; I shall send him to Oxford from Harrow, A I wonder how soon he'll be born!" spouse thus was airing his fancies Yet while it so pleased him to ponder, Sweet thoughts, in their essence diviner A cherub, no babe will be finer, Invented and nursed by herself. One breakfasting, dining, and teaing, With appetite naught can appease, What cares that heart, trusting and tender, Except for the name and the gender, That father, in revery centred, Dumfoundered, his thoughts in a whirl, Adelaide Anne Procter. A WOMAN'S QUESTION. BEFORE I trust my Fate to thee, Or place my hand in thine, Before I let thy Future give Colour and form to mine, Before I peril all for thee, question thy soul to-night for me. I break all slighter bonds, nor feel A shadow of regret : Is there one link within the Past That holds thy spirit yet? Or is thy Faith as clear and free as that which I can pledge to thee? Does there within thy dimmest dreams A possible future shine, Wherein thy life could henceforth breathe, If so, at any pain or cost, O, tell me before all is lost. Look deeper still. If thou canst feel Within thy inmost soul, That thou hast kept a portion back, While I have staked the whole; Let no false pity spare the blow, but in true mercy tell me So. Is there within thy heart a need One chord that any other hand Could better wake or still? Speak now-lest at some future day my whole life wither and decay. Lives there within thy nature hid The demon-spirit Change, Shedding a passing glory still On all things new and strange?— It may not be thy fault alone-but shield my heart against thy own. Couldst thou withdraw thy hand one day And answer to my claim, That Fate, and that to-day's mistake— Not thou had been to blame? Some soothe their conscience thus; but thou wilt surely warn and save me now. Nay, answer not,-I dare not hear, The words would come too late; Whatever on my heart may fall-remember, I would risk it all! A DOUBTING HEART. HERE are the swallows fled? WHERE Frozen and dead, Perchance upon some bleak and stormy shore. O doubting heart! Far over purple seas, They wait, in sunny ease, The balmy southern breeze, To bring them to their northern homes once more. Why must the flowers die? In the cold tomb, heedless of tears or rain. O doubting heart! They only sleep below The soft white ermine snow, While winter winds shall blow, To breathe and smile upon you soon again, The sun has hid its rays These many days; Will dreary hours never leave the earth? The stormy clouds on high That soon (for spring is nigh) Shall wake the summer into golden mirth. Fair hope is dead, and light Is quenched in night. What sound can break the silence of despair? O doubting heart! Thy sky is overcast, Yet stars shall rise at last, Brighter for darkness past, And angels' silver voices stir the air. WHAT A SHADOW. HAT lack the valleys and mountains What lack the babbling fountains? Only the sound of a voice, Tender and sweet and low, What lack the tender flowers? A shadow is on the sun: What lack the merry hours, That I long that they were done? Only two smiling eyes, That told of joy and mirth; They are shining in the skies, |