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A RG v M E N T.

ABELARD and Eloisa flourished in the twelfth

Century; they were two of the most distinguished persons of their age in learning and beauty, but for nothing more famous than for their unfortunate paffion. After a long course of calamities, they retired each to a several Convent, and consecrated the remainder of their days to religion. It was many years after this separation, that a letter of Abelard's to a Friend, which contained the history of his misfortune, fell into the hands of Eloisa. This awakening all her tenderness, occasioned those celebrated letters (out of which the following is partly extracted) which give so lively a picture of the struggles of grace and nature, virtue and passion,

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N these deep solitudes and awful cells,

Where heavenly pensive contemplation dwells, And ever-musing melancholy reigns; What means this tumult in a Vestal's veins? Why rove my thoughts beyond this last retreat? 5 Why feels my heart its long-forgotten heat ? Yet, yet I love!_From Abelard it came, And Eloïsa yet must kiss the name.

Dear fatal name! rest ever unreveal'd, Nor pass these lips in holy silence seal'd :

10 Hide it, my heart, within that close disguise, Where, mix'd with God's, his lov'd idea lies : O write it not, my hand-the name appears . Already written-wash it out, my tears! In vain loft Eloïsa weeps

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Her heart still dictates, and her hand obeys.

Relentless walls! whose darksome round contains
Repentant fighs, and voluntary pains :
Ye rugged rocks! which holy knees have worn;
Ye grots and caverns shagg’d with horrid thorn!
Shrines ! where their vigils pale-eyed virgins keep,
And pitying saints, whose statues learn to weep!
Though cold like you, unmov'd and silent

grown, I have not yet forgot myself to stone.

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All is not Heaven's while Abelard has part,
Still rebel Nature holds out half my heart;
Nor prayers nor fasts its stubborn pulse restrain,
Nor tears for ages taught to flow in vain.

Soon as thy letters trembling I unclose,
That well-known name awakens all my woes.

30 Oh name for ever fad! for ever dear! Still breath'd in sighs, still usher'd with a tear. I tremble too, where'er my own I find, Some dire misfortune follows close behind. Line after line my gushing eyes o'erflow,

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Led through a fad variety of woe :
Now warm in love, now withering in my bloom,
Lost in a convent's solitary gloom !
There stern Religion quench'd th' unwilling flame,
There dy'd the best of passions, Love and Fame. 40

Yet write, oh write me all, that I may join
Griefs to thy griefs, and echo fighs to thine.
Nor foes nor fortune take this power away ;
And is my Abelard less kind than they?
Tears still are mine, and those I need not spare,

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Love but demands what else were shed in prayer;
No happier task these faded eyes pursue;
To read and weep is all they now can do.

Then share thy pain, allow that fad relief; Ah, more than share it, give me all thy grief. 50 Heaven first taught letters for some wretch's aid, Some banish'd lover, or some captive maid ; They live, they speak, they breathe what love inspires, Warm from the soul, and faithful to its fires,

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The virgin's wish without her fears impart, 55
Excuse the blush, and pour out all the heart,
Speed the soft intercourse from soul to soul,
And waft a sigh from Indus to the Pole.

Thou know'ít how guiltless first I met thy flame,
When Love approach'd me under Friendship’s name;
My fancy form'd thee of angelic kind,
Some emanation of th' All-beauteous Mind.
Those smiling eyes, attempering every ray,
Shone sweetly lambent with celestial day.
Guiltless I gaz'd; heaven listen’d while you sung; 65
And truths divine came mended from that tongue.
From lips like those what precept faild to move ?
Too soon they taught me 'twas no sin to love :
Back through the paths of pleasing sense I ran,
Nor wish'd an Angel whom I lov’da Man.

70 Dim and remote the joys of saints I see; Nor envy them that heaven I lose for thee.

How oft, when press’d to marriage, have I said, Curse on all laws but those which love has made ! Love, free as air, at sight of human ties,

75 Spreads his light wings, and in a moment flies. Let wealth, let honour, wait the wedded dame, August her deed, and sacred be her fame; Before true passion all those views remove, Fame, wealth, and honour! what are you to Love? 80 The jealous God, when we prophane his fires, Those restless passions in revenge inspires, And bids them make mistaken mortals groan, Who seek in love for aught but love alone.

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