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But listens where the echoes

Of his own discords fall,

Then clamours back to Heaven
That God has done it all.

Oh God, man's heart is darkened, He will not understand!

Show him Thy cloud and fire;

And, with Thine own right hand, Then lead him through his desert,

Back to Thy Holy Land!

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A NEW MOTHER.

WAS with my lady when she died :
I it was who guided her weak hand
For a blessing on each little head,

Laid her baby by her on the bed,
Heard the words they could not understand.

And I drew them round my knee that night,
Hushed their childish glee, and made them say
They would keep her words with loving tears,
They would not forget her dying fears
Lest the thought of her should fade away.

I, who guessed what her last dread had been,
Made a promise to that still, cold face,

That her children's hearts, at any cost,
Should be with the mother they had lost,
When a stranger came to take her place.

And I knew so much! for I had lived

With my lady since her childhood: known

What her young and happy days had been,

eyes

had seen

And the grief no other
I had watched and sorrowed for alone.

Ah! she once had such a happy smile!
I had known how sorely she was tried:
Six short years before, her eyes were bright
As her little blue-eyed May's that night,
When she stood by her dead mother's side.

No-I will not say he was unkind;
But she had been used to love and praise.
He was somewhat grave-perhaps, in truth,
Could not weave her joyous, smiling youth,
Into all his stern and serious ways.

She, who should have reigned a blooming flower,
First in pride and honour, as in grace,—

She, whose will had once ruled all around,
Queen and darling of us all-she found

Change indeed in that cold, stately place.

Yet she would not blame him, even to me,
Though she often sat and wept alone;

But she could not hide it near her death,

When she said with her last struggling breath, "Let my babies still remain my own!"

I it was who drew the sheet aside,

When he saw his dead wife's face. That test
Seemed to strike right to his heart. He said,
In a strange, low whisper, to the dead,
"God knows, love, I did it for the best!"

And he wept-Oh yes, I will be just-
When I brought the children to him there-
Wondering sorrow in their baby eyes;

And he soothed them with his fond replies,
Bidding me give double love and care.

Ah, I loved them well for her dear sake:
Little Arthur, with his serious air;

May, with all her mother's pretty ways,
Blushing, and at any word of praise
Shaking out her sunny golden hair.

And the little one of all-poor child!
She had cost that dear and precious life.

Once Sir Arthur spoke my lady's name, When the baby's gloomy christening came, And he called her " Olga-like my wife!"

Save that time, he never spoke of her:
He grew graver, sterner, every day;

And the children felt it, for they dropped Low their voices, and their laughter stopped While he stood and watched them at their play.

No, he never named their mother's name.

But I told them of her: told them all

She had been; so gentle, good, and bright; And I always took them every night

Where her picture hung in the great hall.

There she stood: white daisies in her hand,
And her red lips parted as to speak

With a smile; the blue and sunny air
Seemed to stir her floating golden hair,
And to bring a faint blush on her cheek.

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